Osho

Started reading this book by Osho and found some interesting ideas I can relate to:

That which is unapproachable creates a deep desire to acquire it, to possess it. In the day you cannot do it, but in dreams at least you are free. Freedom to dream has not yet been taken away by governments. (Dreams are my escape-But I have to realize they are just dreams- NOT reality)
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Everybody is afraid of intimacy- it is another thing whether you are aware of it or not. Intimacy means exposing yourself before a stranger- and we are all strangers; nobody knows anybody. We are even strangers to ourselves because we don't know who we are. (There is a stranger in my house... It took a while to figure out ~Tamia)
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Have you ever asked yourself what you are searching for? Even if in some vague moments, dreaming moments, you have some inkling of what you are searching for, it is never precise, it is never exact. You have not yet defined it. One thing you do know: You need to search. This is an inner need. But you don't know what you are seeking. And unless you know what you are seeking, how can you find it? (In the process trying to figure out what in the world I'm searching for)